Im looking for a nice way to say I'm out, i want out!

Jimmy Eat World

Welcome to the latest window into my life and maybe even a snapshot and my mind (now that's a scary thought.)

It maybe 2am but i'm shockingly awake. Eventhough i have been up since 7:40 a time a student should never see, where is the union when you need it??

Since i last wrote there has been very few things by way of happenings, the usual repetition of my life continues, besides my amazing breakfast this morning, which put a stop to the stomach rumblings of my Monday lecture (very embarrassing.) (dead simple sausages, mushroom, bacon and beans fried to perfection.)
And a stir fried rap thingy, really simple leftover stir fry placed in a wrap, cover in tinfoil, makes excellent lecture snacks.

Anyway, as you all probabley know i have a hyperactive personnality and that goes right down to my thoughts reoccuring thoughts seem to be the order of the day. This time it seems to be slightly different to my last post on a similar subject, my playlist like my thoughts is arranged on random, speaking of random has anyone descovered a liking for Joy Division recently? "Love will tear us apart" is an amazing song.
This time though just like the arrangements of Joy Division there seems to be some imagination being used. I have a few facts and i keep trying to add structure to, to find other possible scenarios, which don't have, what seems a very scary conclusion. But does this inturn beg the question "is this a puzzle that is beyond an answer or just a puzzle where the answer is unavoidable?

In other areas today i have been on fire, and that is finding interesting quotes and this puzzles me further, as Churchill said "It is a good thing for an uneducated man to read books of quotations. The quotations when engraved upon the memory give you good thoughts."
This quote i find of particular revelence: "Advice is what we ask for when we already know the answer but wish we didn't."
So far i have asked for advice twice and i'll be damned if i know the answer or do i?

Then in my puzzzle the obvious misuse and misinturpretation of the evidence should be another factor Churchill also said, "A lie gets halfway around the world before the truth has a chance to get its pants on." This holds much truth (and yes i am a major admirer of Churchill even though he had his faults.)

Ah well, being screwed up in the head is meant to be a prerequisit of our generation so i guess that makes me normal.

Clarkey